They say when one door closes another one will open....
but what if two are half way open at the same time?
I have the opportunity to be happy and safe through one door, yet the other door is very enticing indeed. The other door will allow me to have freedom and flexibility. It will elevate my life in a way I never thought possible. There is love through that door. But, I have longed to go through the first door. I have love for that door. I have love for the other door as well. I turn in circles wondering which one I should slam shut.
Maybe if I venture through door number 2 and I don't shut door number 1 and things don't work....
That just wouldn't be fair.
So, I continue to turn in circles.
