Doors

They say when one door closes another one will open....

but what if two are half way open at the same time?

I have the opportunity to be happy and safe through one door, yet the other door is very enticing indeed. The other door will allow me to have freedom and flexibility. It will elevate my life in a way I never thought possible. There is love through that door. But, I have longed to go through the first door. I have love for that door. I have love for the other door as well. I turn in circles wondering which one I should slam shut.

Maybe if I venture through door number 2 and I don't shut door number 1 and things don't work....

That just wouldn't be fair.

So, I continue to turn in circles.

In your web

I have to find the courage
I fear I will be rejected
Everything you do is effected by how I feel
Right or wrong or indifferent
I interpret it all by how I feel
I was drawn in
to your charm and humor
I was drawn in
by your ease with life
I wanted to be in your center
But I was kept neatly on the outer fringe
till you needed another piece of my heart
Clueless about the power you possess
Your affection
is a like drug I can not give up
All because of how I feel
I am trapped

Forever Connected

I wonder
if you think of me
some nights
as I think of you
some nights
At that moment
when we do
we are connected
without ever
knowing

Hands of Time

I do not want to bide my time
I do not want to hurt now
I do not want to hurt later
I know what I want
even if it is not sensible
to any one but me
Time stands stills
Time moves on
Time transcends
You are here
I am there
We are

Pressed to the Wall

Thoughts racing
Heart pounding
Breathless
Expecting nothing
Wanting everything
His touch
His kiss
Nothing to lose
Sheer abandon
All to give

Dare to Compare

Thoughts of you
I dare to compare
But no one can
You’re helplessly flawed
Doesn't matter
What I know rings true
I like me
When I am with you

Jelly Beans and Cake

Nerves running amuck
A smile
A hug
A kiss on the cheek
Laughter
The nearness of him
Deep soothing calm
Gentle tugs
Lingering kisses
Many sighs
Complete release